Thank you for contacting me regarding your request for help concerning your parents abandoning you. This is a serious issue that is causing you pain. I would like to direct you towards dealing with these feelings, and how you may recover.
>>I’m in a lot of trouble.
I am concerned about you being alone. If you feel very down, I suggest you request a chat session with an online counselor or to call the helpline I have listed below.
Even though you are an adult, it is natural to feel depression and anxiety as a result of your abandonment. Both a child and an adult can experience the same feelings in this situation. The hotline below may offer you some good advice:
National Child Abuse Hotline
>>My parents have abandoned me.
You are not alone. Abandonment is a serious issue, and I advise you to seek help and learn as much as you can about abandonment.
Here is a helpful link:
This site will offer you ways to deal with your feelings of rejection:
Abandonment recovery video:
Your abandonment will result in feelings of loss, similar to a loved one dying. There is a process to overcoming these feelings, so understanding how others have dealt with a similar situation is helpful.
Although you have not provided many details, I can tell that you are in great pain. It is good that you are not trying to deal with these feelings alone.
Please do not give up hope that you will overcome these feelings. Especially, if this has happened before, as you have said, you should be ready for how to deal with it the next time.
I wish you health and happiness.